Just some thoughts I wrote today:
Says Chuang Tzu:
Meditation is a grand integration; a harmony not only within oneself, but also in relation to all existence. In such a state, the self or the ego disappears.
The very nature of the ego is separation. If you look at a tree, if you observe a cat; they do not perceive themselves as separate from the whole. There is less struggle, less will to overcome; they are in harmony with everything around them.
The ego divides at all levels. I am a Christian, I am not Islamic; I am rich, I am not poor; I am a politician, I am not a spiritual man. At certain levels this is very gratifying, but you will find that the more you separate yourself, the more disjointed you are from everyone and everything surrounding you.
In meditation, everything comes together—all the pieces of the orchestra are playing in unison. It is not the body and mind—it is one. It is not the violin and the bass—they are all an integrated being.
Beyond that, you become in-tune with existence at all levels. The observer becomes the observed; the self disappears in the infinite vastness of the whole.
We cling to the ego, but it is the center of human suffering. There is far more misery among us than any other species. Other species experience natural impulses provoked by the physical senses—our egos not only create problems, but perpetuate them.
When we are born, we don’t have that separation. Our perception is pure; we have god’s eyes. A child is open, trusting, joyous, and free; but as one is conditioned by society, one is drawn closer and closer to the ego.
What the ego can never perceive is the inter-relatedness not only between all men, but life and existance at all levels. At the core of it, everything is derived from the same substance. The stars, the dust, the water and vegetation; it’s all intertwined. It’s one grand web of existence—and if you touch one part of the web, another part vibrates. If I touch the ground, I am touching the sky. If I fight with you, I am provoking violence amongst humans. The same energy is pulsating through everything—and that is god.
Perhaps our problem is that we cannot see the connection. We see ourselves as separate from everything else, and even further, we are full of divisions within ourselves. As long as this continues, mankind will become more disjointed. You will have countless sects under countless belief systems all in conflict with one another. It’s all because of the ego; the illusion of separation.
When you are free from the ego, you become in tune with existence and know a joy which is beyond measure and beyond all reason. This is god; true love.



