my posting comes in spurts eh? I’ll go months then wham postpostpost. anyway. go POOOSET posost pstpyoett! I’ve had one vivid dream after another these days… last nights was about trying to make peace with the local bears… who, somehow, have been communicating with us humans and really just want to get together to show off their BBQ skills.
seriously, that was the dream. in it i was skeptical of the bears, wouldn’t you be? sheesh. BBQ skills my ass, you can’t trust the bears… they’ll get into your pantry and garbage faster than you can say TEET! I didn’t care how “domesticated” they presented themselves they are still wild animals with big claws and strong as the Hulk, so no, i was wary. lol
anyway nursing school update… last semester. wife getting sick of me all of a sudden thinking i know it all mr-nurse-think-you-know-all-medical-problems. she has a point… see the above posts to doug.
i can’t help it tho… i’m studying these things, they are in my face… studying psych problems and my rotation is on the psych ward… bona-fide cuckoo nest. serious mental sickness. schizo’s hallucinating, borderlines cutting themselves up, people with uncontrollable urges to punch themselves as hard as they can in the head… not to mention the psychotic criminals. for. reels. this might be old hat for some but being on a psych ward for the first time is shocking.
well not really but… I thought it would just make me even more crazy than i already am but i’m… fine… yeah… however it has shown me that i’m not interested in working psych as a career… as much as i kinda jive with it… loonatics.
phish dates coming soon and even tho i have made the statement over and over i’m not going to shows i still look forward to seeing the dates. there will be a part of me that wants to go, of course, but i’m still holding on to not going. i have “not gone” before… in fact all of 03 i stayed home when I actually really wanted to go… i figure if i make it thru a few years while staying home it’ll get easier… and “cherry picking” (as they say) some shows thru the year to listen to will probably be enough. I’m looking forward to buying a few of the remixed releases…
so coffee and morning. i have to start my day… got a neuro lab and a bake sale to attend. yes a bake sale to attend. I’ll say that again, a bake sale to attend. bake. sale. wtf am i going to a bake sale for? i have to, thats why. thru some cosmic joke i’m attending a bake sale today. not baked sale… but a real cookies and cupcakes bake sale. I’ll be sure to wear my tu-tu and pink underwear. 




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