^“until I have your full attention… i’ll be anything but me…”
so the “other” he is speaking to… lets say his wife, girlfriend, friend… (many of the songs here have a strong connotation connected with unrequited love… or a sense of wishing to connect with the other but not receiving the same feelings back) so the other is not acknowledging or giving full attention to his feelings, his heart-felt love or whatever… this obviously is a downer… making him feel less than whole and to feel complete he needs her full attention, warmth… so wherever she directs her full attention, her full awareness, is what he wishes he was… a shooting star, a “tidal wave”… a satellite… so he is "anything that she pays attention to and can’t be fulyl himself until/if she directs her full awareness at him. Its pathetic really but so vulnerable that there is a piece of this we can all relate to… we have felt that stark loneliness at one time or another… and thats what makes the lyrics on this album so brilliant… it is so subtle and deeply affecting those hard to reach places. It’s art.
but i get what your saying… he’s not really taking responsibility… but i don’t see that as the point… its really just affecting that bare feeling or emotion… maybe later, after a few beerz the guy is like “ah screw it I’m fine!” but in those quiet moments in the middle of the night we feel the coldness of ABM. so we work to find happiness, resolution, connectedness, we try to free ourselves of faults, try to love more, try to be less selfish. in these ways we ward off loneliness and try to find meaningful relationships… we try to feel content and fill our heart. right? especially after we “fucked up”, ruined relationships… For most of us “fucking up” comes pretty naturally lol but we strive to learn from our mistakes and make the world a better place mostly.
the great thing about art is it doesn’t have to make total sense, is up for interpretation and moves us in some way… usually in a way we can’t quite put our finger on. RR is full of it.
